TOMORROW~

I'm bringing my precious back tomorrow! I'll have to wait till evening after work. Can't wait ! Everything is ready for him/her. I do not wish to know the sex yet. Hehe. So the answer of tokki and teacup isn't confirmed yet. I'm going to clean up the cage with warm water at night. It must have a little dust in it now. Have been placed there for 2 weeks!

I DO NOT GIVE UP! NOT YET!

I have been eating A LOT after I see the numbers on the scale. Which is not a good sign, AT ALL. And I think I have been walking lesser recently. I'm too lazy to do so, HOWHOWHOWHOWHOW?!

I'm glad my CC suporters are always there. Although it's just words. But it helped. It sucked so much when your family members aren't supportive at all. All the do is to use harsh words on you, thinking that you'll get motivated. But no one come up with a better form of motivation without hurting me. I decided to shut them up before I get too demoralized and give up my diet plan this time. Although I might be rude some times. But I need to do it.

Sometimes, I wished they would just listen when I say "stop it". Instead, they respond by saying things like "say wanna go on diet, everytime people say you you always ask people to shut up, how to slim down?" (OH! SO BY LISTENING TO U I WILL SLIM DOWN?!) or things like "eat eat eat, everytime see you, you're caught eating. Still say on diet." (OH! SO U MEAN, I SHOULD NOT EAT ANYTHING WHEN IM ON DIET?!)

SORRY! I got to stop that, I'm so angry now I don't know what to say. Summary is, NO ONE encourages me the right way in my family. And I hated that. But anyone out there sharing the same fate as me, should not be demoralized. As long as you're showing result and feels right, no one can stop you. Talk to friends who're on diet too! I don't have any so far, but I'm glad I made it so far. Don't ask me how I managed to overcome my bulimia. With such a family. The answer is.... RESULT.

GO GO GOOOOOO~